God wants me to know...

I was facebook-ing; most of the notifications I got are from applications. There is this particular application called “God wants YOU to know…”

Whenever I clicked on that particular information, it always come out what I’ve been contemplating the entire day. How should I live my life with my “friends”. There was this chinese proverbs: “yi ke bei wan yao, zhong ri pao wen ding.” [i think thats how I should say it?? correct me if I'm wrong] Which means “Once bitten by a mosquito, the whole day your afraid of Mosquitoes” literally meaning that once you’ve trusted someone, your afraid to trust again. I’m having that feeling since yesterday.

I once trusted them, once relay to them, and had fun with them. But that feeling was gone. They enjoyed the party, laughed, though I was out of place. I think it’s because, they we’re talking a lot in Arabic. [of course i understand, but nothing can come out arabic-ish from my mouth so I did feel out of place]

Back to the facebook applications. My message for today is:

On this day of your life, Angelina, we believe God wants you to know … that you can’t rid the world of sorrow, but you can choose to live in joy. — Sorrow is with us not because we are bad at stopping it, but simply because it’s part of being human. What matters is not whether good or bad things happen – both will, but your relationship to them. Just think back over the last 24 hours, – what had you taken hard that you could have taken lightly?

This message uplifted my spirits the most. I can never understand my own feelings not until I sit back and think, aiyo I should just ignore that feelings and just remember the good times…or maybe not that…. just remember the most important real friends moment we shared within the past 2 years. Sam, Omer, Ming-chan, Mike, Iny, Yi Mei, Zamer, Nizar, Kristine, Hakim… And many more… which I really don’t fail to acknowledge the meaning of real friendship and trust.

Thank You… =] [hearts]